"Sexting"

All I have to say about that is: I have given out pics in my day, but no one can ever make me feel ashamed for anything I have posted or sent anywhere, ever.


I have wasted way too much time being ashamed of my body, hating myself, being caught up in one eating disorder after another after another. I still struggle with exercise bulimia to this day.


But I am just too old to be that neurotic anymore. I don't get caught up in the "weight loss competitions" and I really, really, REALLY do my best not to make fun of anybody's weight. I do my best to be a good role model for my daughter, because the last thing I want is for her to grow up with the same neurosis that my own brain was wrapped around.


I don't have a problem posting anything you would not see in a Victoria Secret magazine (not that I'll be doing that for much longer), but I have only ever sent pictures to those I made sure knew not to show to anybody else, and I have given a special "web cam show" to four people in my life.


The thing about me is that I like to experiment. I have always liked to experiment.


The older I get, the more of an exhibitionist I have become.


The older I get, the more exciting it becomes to walk the line.


I can't help it. It is who I am now.





No one has ever been able to make me feel ashamed about who I was when it comes to my sex life, and no one ever will.

But I make it clear that my material is for adults only. I do my best to keep the kids away from what I write, because it isn't for them.

But I do not believe in the whole "abstinence only" way of teaching, by any means, because obviously, it is not working.