The following blog entry contains a Youtube video that is a very graphic account of rape, incest,torture and survival. PLEASE do not watch it if you believe it will be triggering for you. My stupid blog isn't worth a possible attack of PTSD.
A Dish Best Served in the Barrel of a Gun
by Katie Schab
My revolver reminds me of you
How you gave me my very first taste of a thing called "sin"
How I wish I could give you your very first taste of a thing called "gun metal"
My revenge is lovingly poured into every bullet casing
Every trip to a shooting range, every round of target practice is like a dress rehearsal
My pretty in pink rage and I sleep next to each other like an old married couple
One, two, Freddie's coming for you
Three, four, better lock your door
As I crawl out of every nightmare like a phoenix dusted in burning soot and embers
I clutch my inanimate husband as I cry myself back to sleep
And wake up for another day of proving that looks can kill
in more ways than one
Always held together by a gossamer thread
Always looking forward to the day you are dead
Always wishing I had eyes in the back of my head
