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Showing posts with label GBE2. Show all posts
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Saturday, September 1, 2012

GBE2 Week #67: Peace

WEEK #67 (8-26-12 to 9-1-12): Peace







Nobel Peace Prize Acceptance Speech of Dalai Lama of Tibet:


Your Majesty, Members of the Nobel Committee, Brothers and Sisters.


I am very happy to be here with you today to receive the Nobel Prize for Peace. I feel honored, humbled and deeply moved that you should give this important prize to a simple monk from Tibet I am no one special. But I believe the prize is a recognition of the true value of altruism, love, compassion and non-violence which I try to practice, in accordance with the teachings of the Buddha and the great sages of India and Tibet.


I accept the prize with profound gratitude on behalf of the oppressed everywhere and for all those who struggle for freedom and work for world peace. I accept it as a tribute to the man who founded the modern tradition of non-violent action for change Mahatma Gandhi whose life taught and inspired me. And, of course, I accept it on behalf of the six million Tibetan people, my brave countrymen and women inside Tibet, who have suffered and continue to suffer so much. They confront a calculated and systematic strategy aimed at the destruction of their national and cultural identities. The prize reaffirms our conviction that with truth, courage and determination as our weapons, Tibet will be liberated.
No matter what part of the world we come from, we are all basically the same human beings. We all seek happiness and try to avoid suffering. We have the same basic human needs and is concerns. All of us human beings want freedom and the right to determine our own destiny as individuals and as peoples. That is human nature. The great changes that are taking place everywhere in the world, from Eastern Europe to Africa are a clear indication of this.


In China the popular movement for democracy was crushed by brutal force in June this year. But I do not believe the demonstrations were in vain, because the spirit of freedom was rekindled among the Chinese people and China cannot escape the impact of this spirit of freedom sweeping many parts of the world. The brave students and their supporters showed the Chinese leadership and the world the human face of that great nation.
Last week a number of Tibetans were once again sentenced to prison terms of upto nineteen years at a mass show trial, possibly intended to frighten the population before today's event. Their only 'crime" was the expression of the widespread desire of Tibetans for the restoration of their beloved country's independence.


The suffering of our people during the past forty years of occupation is well documented. Ours has been a long struggle. We know our cause is just Because violence can only breed more violence and suffering, our struggle must remain non-violent and free of hatred. We are trying to end the suffering of our people, not to inflict suffering upon others.
It is with this in mind that I proposed negotiations between Tibet and China on numerous occasions. In 1987, I made specific proposals in a Five-Point plan for the restoration of peace and human rights in Tibet. This included the conversion of the entire Tibetan plateau into a Zone of Ahimsa, a sanctuary of peace and non-violence where human beings and nature can live in peace and harmony.


last year, I elaborated on that plan in Strasbourg, at the European Parliament I believe the ideas I expressed on those occasions are both realistic. and reasonable although they have been criticised by some of my people as being too conciliatory. Unfortunately, China's leaders have not responded positively to the suggestions we have made, which included important concessions. If this continues we will be compelled to reconsider our position.
Any relationship between Tibet and China will have to be based on the principle of equality, respect, trust and mutual benefit. It will also have to be based on the principle which the wise rulers of Tibet and of China laid down in a treaty as early as 823 AD, carved on the pillar which still stands today in front of the Jokhang, Tibet's holiest shrine, in Lhasa, that "Tibetans will live happily in the great land of Tibet, and the Chinese will live happily in the great land of China".


As a Buddhist monk, my concern extends to all members of the human family and, indeed, to all sentient beings who suffer. I believe all suffering is caused by ignorance. People inflict pain on others in the selfish pursuit of their happiness or satisfaction. Yet true happiness comes from a sense of brotherhood and sisterhood. We need to cultivate a universal responsibility for one another and the planet we share. Although I have found my own Buddhist religion helpful in generating love and com passion, even for those we consider our enemies, I am convinced that everyone can develop a good heart and a sense of universal responsibility with or without religion.


With the ever growing impact of science on our lives, religion and spirituality have a greater role to play reminding us of our humanity. There is no contradiction between the two. Each gives us valuable insights into the other. Both science and the teachings of the Buddha tell us of the fundamental unity of all things. This understanding is crucial if we are to take positive and decisive action on the pressing global concern with the environment.
I believe all religions pursue the same goals, that of cultivating human goodness and bringing happiness to all human beings. Though the means might appear different the ends are the same.


As we enter the final decade of this century I am optimistic that the ancient values that have sustained mankind are today reaffirming themselves to prepare us for a kinder, happier twenty-first century.


I pray for all of us, oppressor and friend, that together we succeed in building a better world through human under-standing and love, and that in doing so we may reduce the pain and suffering of all sentient beings.


Thank you.
University Aula, Oslo, 10 December 1989



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Friday, July 6, 2012

GBE2: Week #59: The Seven Deadlies

“There are six things the LORD hates,
seven that are detestable to him:
haughty eyes,
a lying tongue,
hands that shed innocent blood,
a heart that devises wicked schemes,
feet that are quick to rush into evil,
a false witness who pours out lies
and a person who stirs up conflict in the community.“
-Proverbs 6:16-19


More about the seven deadly sins here
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Wednesday, June 27, 2012

GBE 2: WEEK #58 : Strength



You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own back yard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?
Out of the huts of history's shame - I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain - I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.

Leaving behind nights of terror and fear - I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear - I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.

-Maya Angelou



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Monday, May 7, 2012

30 Days of Truth: Day Five

Something that is a part of your routine that you enjoy.


I usually lie in bed and watch television shows or movies on Netflix and have a snack.  It helps me calm down at the end of the day and helps me fall asleep.

Sunday, May 6, 2012

30 Days of Truth: Day Four

**I guess I should call the 30 day challenge what it really is from now on :)**

Day Four: Something that is a part of your routine that you enjoy:

I take after my mother: I am NOT a morning person. My dad can wake right up when it's time or when he wakes up from a nap, while my mom and I are basically "OMG WTF DON'T TALK TO ME, YOU KNOW WHAT, DON'T EVEN LOOK AT ME RIGHT NOW" inside. I need about a half hour to an hour before I'm really awake. In high school I had to wake up at like 5:30am to catch the 7:00am bus. Why school officials think it's OK for still growing teenagers to get up that early and be expected to function first period is beyond me.

I digress.

The one thing that is a part of my routine that I actually enjoy doing that I don't really get to have everyday is when Lexi lets me cuddle on the couch.





She's like a domestic cat: she only wants to cuddle when SHE wants to. When she does, however, she either wants to tickle or sleep. If she feels sick or is sick she'll want to cuddle a lot more. Either way, it helps a lot to calm me down when I start to get a bit of cabin fever.

Growing up I never thought that having a kid and being able to cuddle with them would mean so much to me, but I suppose nobody really understand how much loving your own child can affect you until you actually have it.
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Saturday, May 5, 2012

GBE2 Blog Challenge Day Three

Day 03: Something with which you struggle






I have chronic fatigue syndrome.  I got a case of mono that nearly killed me when I was 17, and ever since then fatigue is what I will deal with every day of my life.  The thing that really sucks is that the fatigue gets worse the older I get.  When I get my period I have a tendency to just sleep all day  the first day I get it and it sucks.

 Given the fact that I really did not eat well at all for the last half of last year, I'm really trying hard to fill my body with what will give me energy and keep my immune system as strong as possible.


Feel free to add a link to your blog or your entry for today in the comments!  I try to respond to everyone as much as I can!
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Friday, May 4, 2012

GBE2 One Month Challenge: Day Two



Day 02: Something you regret not having done last year.





There's only one thing I regret not having done last year, and that is that I didn't keep up with my workout regimen.  It caused me to lose energy, and the more energy I lost, the worse my eating habits got.  It really proved to me once and for all how exercise and a good diet is really connected to your overall mental health.  I felt more stable back when I was exercising and living by the 80/20 rule (eat healthy 80% of the time, treat yourself 20% of the time).  I need to get back to that.

I have a Zumba game for my Xbox 360 Kinnect and I need to start using that a couple times a week and knock it off with the soda and the junk food.  

I can't believe it's May already.  Time for me to really turn this year around for the better.


Thursday, May 3, 2012

GBE2 One Month Challenge: Day 1

From May 3rd to June 3rd I'll be posting every day, answering the following questions (feel free to join in and leave the link to your own entries if you like):


Day 01: Something you're looking forward to this year.
Day 02: Something you regret not having done last year.
Day 03: Something with which you struggle.
Day 04: Something that is part of your routine that you enjoy.
Day 05: Something in life that gives you balance.
Day 06: Something that excites you and fills you with joy.
Day 07: Vacation Hiatus
Day 08: Vacation Hiatus
Day 09: Vacation Hiatus
Day 10: Something at which you've been a champion or the best.
Day 11: Something about which people seem to compliment you.
Day 12: Something you hope to change about yourself and why.
Day 13: Discuss some of the things on your bucket list.
Day 14: Someone who has made your life worth living.
Day 15: A band/musical artist whose music impacted your life.
Day 16: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 17: Someone with whom you shared a friendship/relationship that simply drifted out of your life.
Day 18: Someone you met randomly that's made an impact on your life.
Day 19: Something that shook your belief system to its core (a big disappointment in your life).
Day 20: Discuss your favorite movie and why it's so special to you.
Day 21: Write about your best friend (not significant other) and what makes them special.
Day 22: Describe a dark/turbulent moment in your life.
Day 23: Describe a truly spiritual moment in your life.
Day 24: Discuss a spontaneous moment in your life that that turned out to be fantastic.
Day 25: Discuss something you planned that ended up not being what you expected.
Day 26: How do you handle/deal with both success and failure?
Day 27: What is your vocation (why are you here on earth)?
Day 28: What is your biggest dream in life (what one great thing do you want to accomplish)?
Day 29: What WAS your biggest dream in life (you wanted to do as a kid but no longer can)?
Day 30: Someone in your family that means so much to you.
Day 31: Epilogue: Write a letter to yourself.




My entry for today:

Day One: Something you're looking forward to this year:

I decided that this year I am going to award as much time as I can to blogging and writing two books I have been working on for so long.  Short stories and essays are my strengths so I'll probably have one or two more books published after this.  Who knows, I may write more.  I will probably work with Lulu.com once I'm ready to publish.  All I need now is an editor.




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Saturday, November 26, 2011

GBE2WEEK #27 (11-20-11 to 11-26-11) : Laughter

You can't listen to this song and not laugh:



I'd link it back but it links back to a porno site. Instead, I'll just write the lyrics:

(To the tune of "Hey there Delilah)

Hey there vagina you're a fragrant little kitty With your landing strip and camel toe To me you look so pretty yes you do You know what I just wanna do It's punish you

Hey there vagina you're a fancy little beaver Let my penis play the quarterback And you can be receiver yes it's true I'll throw a touchdown inside you Yes it's true

Oh, it's what you do to me Oh, it's what you do to me Oh, it's what you do to me Oh, you little penis sleeve

I love your little heart-shaped box A pair of lips that never talk It's everything that a man could ever want The only problem in the world Is you're connected to a girl And that makes you annoying in the end In the end

Hey there vagina, you're a man's reason for living You can the most frugal gentlemen Become quite giving Yes it's true You sausage wallet, I love you

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Popularity

GBE2 Week #24 (10-30-11 to 11-5-11):



This is one of the many movies I think of when it comes to "popularity". Usually they are written so that the underdog wins out in the end in some way, but none where the protagonist does not have a happy ending, not off the top of my head, anyway.

I suppose the best way to describe me in high school is not by a character in a movie, but a cartoon character:

Daria, the best thing that ever came out of Beavis and Butthead, in my opinion.

From wikipedia:
The character Daria Morgendorffer first appeared as a recurring character in Beavis and Butt-head, which featured two comically ignorant and vulgar teenage boys. MTV senior vice president and creative director Abby Terkuhle explained that when that show "became successful, we ... created Daria's character because we wanted a smart female who could serve as the foil." During production of Beavis and Butt-head, MTV representatives approached story editor Glenn Eichler, offering a spin-off series for Daria. A five-minute pilot, "Sealed with a Kick", was created by Eichler and Beavis and Butt-head staffer Susie Lewis. MTV gave a greenlight for a series order of 13 episodes. Eichler and Lewis became executive producers.
The first episode of Daria aired on March 3, 1997, about nine months before Beavis and Butt-head ended its original run. Titled "Esteemsters", it featured Daria and her previously unseen family members settling into their new hometown of Lawndale (having moved from Highland, the setting for Beavis and Butt-head). Now the central character, Daria's caustic and sardonic personality became stronger.
The series ran for five seasons, with 13 episodes each, and two TV movies were also produced. The first movie, Is It Fall Yet?, aired in 2000. MTV planned a six-episode sixth season, but at Eichler's request this project was cut down to a second movie, Is It College Yet?, which served as the series finale in January 2002.



I didn't have a popular, self-absorbed sister, but I did have a popular, self-absorbed best friend who was my version of "Quinn", Daria's younger sister. She still is just as self-absorbed as she ever was, and also doesn't care whom she hits on, even though she's married and you're not supposed to go after other people's boyfriends/husbands. I have been "the other woman" before, but there was only one instance in which I knew the guy I was fooling around with had a girlfriend. (The guy cheats on every girl he has ever been with, including me, so trust and believe I made sure to always use protection with him and when our eventual fallout happened, and recently we had our last one, I get tested.)

I digress.

The only popularity I ever concern with is when I've done something meaningful, something that benefits others in some way. I like my popularity to come from people who genuinely like me, not huge crowds of people who have no idea what kind of person I really am, and more importantly, do not care. I am never in the mood for sycophants or mindless drones. I want genuine connections with my readers.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

SAFE HAVEN

Books and music. Those are the first things I always think about when I hear the words "safe haven".

I have not exactly had a smooth ride into adulthood. Not that anybody has, if you think about it.

I was bullied constantly for being really chubby in elementary school. I never fought back. Somehow I knew that being quiet until it was over or at least leaving the scene of the person whom is bullying me was the best way to handle it. That is what I have done with every confrontation I ever faced from elementary school through to senior year of high school. I just didn't "do fights", although they were certainly enough around me to jump in on.

My high school could be really volatile when it wanted to be. Any school that's been plopped in a low cost urban area seem to have more fights than schools with strong funding, to be honest. I have had my fill of watching two guys or two girls woven in a scrap for whatever reason. Some of the fights I had seen or heard of were pretty much about image (like trying to seem like the bad-ass of the fight), and some where pretty dicey and violent.

It can be stressful to be forced to deal with such drama day after day. This is why my escape, my safe haven, was books and music. I read so many books and collected so many CD's that all I would do in my spare time is sit reading a book or laying out in my bed listening to music. I was quite the audio/bibliophile in high school. While kids my age were experimenting with alcohol and drugs, I spent my freshman year deciphering the novel "A Clockwork Orange". When the popular girls played the "whose holding my hair while I puke in the toilet" game, I studied Monty Python's Flying Circus and The Kids In The Hall to see if it could make me a funnier writer. I suppose it is my imagination that has always been my safe haven. The more I tap into it the calmer I get. Using my imagination whenever and wherever I can seems to be my life's calling.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

GBE2 Week 21: CLARITY

As I say in the "about me" section of my blog, my brain is a cauldron of pop culture. Well, to tell you the truth, that is only half right. My brain is a cauldron, period. It always has been. I run around with stories stories stories- my imagination was and still is a spectrum that would make a rainbow jealous.

However, there is one thing that is always nice and sparkling clear. "Clear as an unmuddied lake. Clear as an azure sky of deepest summer". That thing, my one true thing, is my daughter.

It felt like bubbles rumbling around in my tummy. I thought is was just the movement of my organs a usual, nothing of note. Then it happened again. Bubbles. In a very concentrated area this time.

I was sitting on the couch in my parent's house, watching TV, minding my own business, and my daughter decides to say hello by poking me in my intestine. I froze. Waited.

There it was again-my mini me. Beginning to make her debut in this world.

From then on she never stopped moving, save for a brief second or to when she was born. She's always going going going.

Everytime I lie and cuddle with her, face to face, I reminisce about the time of my life when that chubby little face and big blue eyes were nothing more than bubbles.

I was meant to be a mother. Throughout my life I always balked at the thought of having kids-I was always about my writing and about my career. Now, I know my purpose. I am a mother. I used to think that road was droll, insignificant even since there are no rewards other than the development of another human being. I wasn't meant to procreate, unlike some mothers (and I have no problem with that). I was meant to be a Mom.

Mother to the spitting image of myself. Life is good.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

GBE2: WEEK #20 (10-2-11 to 10-8-11): BALANCE

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Being the owner of a very addictive personality, it has been and still continues to be a long hard road towards balance. After my daughter was born and I was diagnosed with skitzo-effective disorder due to my hormones being so out of whack after having a baby, things are that much harder to balance. As far as my daughter is concerned: she's Autistic, so there must be balance and order in her life at all times. One change to her routine that seems trivial to myself or anyone else can be the cause of tears and/or temper tantrums.

Because of having a child, I really have no choice but to try to make sure my schedule is in balance and in order. I have a bunch of duties pasted to the fridge, as well as the planner in my purse. I do a mental check of what I'm doing at one point in the week to assess if I have appointments that I have an obligation to fulfill, or if I have to make sure to pen in some time to myself. If it's all work and no play, I posses a short leash: the more stressed out I become the shorter the leash.

One of the things that helps me keep as balanced as I can is singing. I do it for me, and while I plan on recording some songs at one point in my life, I still make sure to sing an hour a day during whatever time I have to myself, with nothing to distract me.

If I catch myself as being too stressed out, I think of a way to calm me down. I do what I have to do in order to get through the day, fair and balanced.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

GBE2: Week (9-4-11 to 9-10-11): CHILDREN

The following is a piece I wrote for Helium.com (I write under the pen name Jade LaFemme there)

http://www.helium.com/items/1343214-growing-up-adults-children-genetics-irony-mannarisms-neurosis-psychology


A child's ability to understand the world around them is much more acute than many adults give them credit for. They may not be fully developed enough to be able to come right out and say "Well gee Mom, I heard you and Dad fighting last night and it really scared me", but they understand the emotions of what went on. They can feel the hostility, the tension, the anger. The younger the child, the sharper their ability to empathize.

A child's mind is like a sponge from the minute they draw their first breath; everything is new and fascinating. They learn rather quickly what noises and facial expressions adults make that will garner a certain type of response from them. Rage, sadness, delight; they store away it all from the moment their blurry little eyes finally clear. They register the good right along with the bad, and they hold onto it as they grow.

After a child turns two, they start to remember things. They think about how Mommy was putting on her make-up, and they imitate her while playing dress-up one day. The child grows older and hears Mommy talking to herself while looking in the mirror a different time, commenting on how she needs to go on a diet. Her daughter, not having any sense of perception, therefore no concept of what beauty is, thinks that maybe she should go on one too so she can be pretty like Mommy. A boy hears his father talk about his days in the Marines and how it was the best decision he ever made to join, and the boy eventually can be found playing "Army" with his school friends because he wants to grow up and be a Marine just like Daddy.

It isn't just what the parents aspire to be themselves that rubs off on their children, it's their mannerisms and neurosis as well. One day you will be going about your own life, minding your own business, and you'll catch yourself saying a phrase or making a noise that your mother did all the time. You could even wind up not realizing you have adapted that phrase or noise until someone points it out to you. You could say you will never wind up being an alcoholic or a drug addict constantly in and out of prison like your father was, then one day you find yourself offered a hit off of a pipe of some kind, and the life as you knew it is over.

Genetics are funny like that. They are nothing more than a grab bag and you won't know exactly what you've gotten until the day of realization comes to you, and you find yourself laughing at the irony of it all.

Monday, August 29, 2011

GBE2 Week #15: Longing

This is a poem I wrote a while ago:

I let it begin

Only to realize;

it isn't enough

I could have you in every way imaginable




Every night for the rest of my life

It wouldn't satisfy me.

I need the taste of you on my tongue

I need to explode all over yours



I need to control you

I need to submit to you



Too many thoughts in a day

Not enough chances to fulfill them.



In a sense, I am grateful to you.

You made me realize

I am still very much alive.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

GBE2: WEEK #13 (8-14-11 to 8-20-11): TRUST

Beyonce: "You know Gaga, trust is like a mirror. You can fix it when it's broke-"

Lady Gaga: "but you can still see the crack in that motherf*cker's reflection."


Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.

I give everyone I meet a clean slate. Their past is of no concern to me: I am only interested in their truth as they tell it to me. In the back of my mind, I am fully aware that there are two sides to every story. I am not the type of person who automatically agrees with someone just because they happened to give me their side of the story first. I need both.

I am open minded. It takes a lot to make me genuinely angry. I forgive, but I never forget. What is forgiven is stored away in a piece of my heart, the piece that wants to believe that people really aren't as evil as they want you to believe they are. Evil may change forms, but so does good. The lunar tides of both revolve around this speck in the middle of infinity that is Earth.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

GBE2 WEEK #12 (8-7-11 to 8-13-11): Picture Prompt


I am about as underground as you can get without being a mole person. Any "celebrity" I have is online and I love it. Since almost every time I take a pic I look like a different person, I don't really get bothered by anybody. I have yet to have anybody come up to me and ask who I am, but if I were to go to certain events, such as Youtube or zine or some other type of "indy" venue, I might be recognized if I had a booth there or just told people flat out what names I write under, I might get a few people asking to take a picture with me. I don't know if people would want to get my autograph, since I don't have any picture proofs to sign or a book I wrote. Being a blogger and an online writer makes it hard for me to be able to give out autographs.

Being underground is a lot of fun: mainstream gets rather tedious and makes me want to stick a pencil in my brain and swirl it around a few times with how boring and predictable it can be. That and I'm not signing my name to the devil that is US capitalism. My talents are MINE, and I'm having a lot of fun not being cookie-cutter.

I know I used a different pic, but I don't have much to say about marriage at this point in time.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

GB2: WEEK #11 (7-31-11 to 8-6-11): Instinct

I have the most amazing connection with my daughter. This instinct is as old as time: a mother's love for her children. It is not just left to humans either.

My mother instinct has this weird ability: I can smell when my daughter has taken a dump even if she's on the other side of the house. I catch a whiff of it and I go to check on her and low and behold: I was right. It's like the way Lorilai Gilmore could sense snow because she could smell it in the air.

This is definitely not the most glamorous super power, but I have it none the less.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

GBE week 10: my favorite thing

My favorite thing is chocolate.

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I'm the type of girl who if she doesn't have a sex life, chocolate more than makes up for it.

When I haven't had any in a long time, those natural opiates kick start me right into euphoria at first bite.

This is something that is way beyond "oh it's that time of the month, I want chocolate". Chocolate is practically another food group to me.

I'm not much of a fan of white chocolate, or dark for that matter. The only time I like "bittersweet" chocolate is when it is in chocolate chip cookies or in my morning coffee in the form of cocoa powder). For the most part I am a slave to milk chocolate, as well as chocolate brownies. If I go more than four days without some sort of milk chocolate, I get really irritable. I also have to have a brownie or two at least twice a month.