i guess i'll just be single for the rest of my life. i would love to get married and lexi have a good father figure but right now whether i like it or not, whether my daughter's father likes it a lot (more importantly) her father figure is my dad and i'm still by myself. i love my life but it does get lonely.
recently i've been daydreaming about my being proposed to. i can't help it; it's 12 years until i turn 40 and maybe my "internal marital clock" is ticking. i already had a baby so i don't hear a "i want to have a baby" tick/tock. i hear the "single woman" tick/tock.
thankfully i look really damn good for my age.