Starting in April 2011, I became really depressed. I realized that I might never be able to give Lexi a brother or sister. The damage I have from delivery and the hormonal imbalances I've acquired from having Mini Me make it impossible to have another kid. The medication I have to take for the mental illness I now have ensure it. I can't go off my meds.
This realization makes me really sad. I'm feeling a bit better about it now, but sometimes when I look at Mini Me this realization hits me right in the gut.