Starting in April 2011, I became really depressed. I realized that I might never be able to give Lexi a brother or sister. The damage I have from delivery and the hormonal imbalances I've acquired from having Mini Me make it impossible to have another kid. The medication I have to take for the mental illness I now have ensure it. I can't go off my meds.
This realization makes me really sad. I'm feeling a bit better about it now, but sometimes when I look at Mini Me this realization hits me right in the gut.
You have been blessed one time more than I was. I would have been delighted to have had just one of my own. Even so, I was blessed with 2 stepdaughters. It was the next best thing.
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